dad, do you know my Father?
It's like a crazy mystery. like a book with Amish involved. It would be a bestseller, if we could just get the real story, unless what we figure is true. I never thought I would have one of those family members, but I do. The kind that may be in trouble with something or is just totally nuts/ helpless. I know what he needs, does he know what he needs? my aunt says God's put him flat on his back and he has no where else to look but up. Sounds like he's dying could be a few years, can't get the real story on his condition. He lives in a spiritual prison, thinking there is no escape. Feeling like all he's done could never be forgiven, that there is no hope. I am blessed to know otherwise. I just wish he'd could know that saving grace. I heard he did once, but no one will ever know. How can you help someone you are connected with but don't know at all? how can you help when even thinking that if you call, it "may" be traced and put others in danger. it's all so odd. I can't even make sense of it- no one can.