Aug 20, 2008 01:30
I stand here
I stand here before you but why do you not see me?
I suffer to be to be herd while you, you speak aloud and every heirs you and understands. No one understands no one knows what pain I suffer thru just to be seen much less heard. But no one understands my innermost thoughts not even me.
I struggle thru my daily routine just to lie awake at night thinking of what could be, but not for me. When will I understand, when will I be whole and complete?
O for that day I long.
I just want to savor that moment in time of understanding.
But I still lie awake wishing for something more.