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Ugh, I feel like positive poop right now.
So I finally got a hold of the dealership I took my car to this afternoon. They fixed the serpentine belt and adjusted some pulleys, but then they told me that the bottom of the radiator was crushed like it had been in an accident. I don't know what to do with this, I've been driving my car for the past two months and I certainly never crushed it, and I had no problems with overheating, but now they say they can't get it to go anywhere without overheating. To fix JUST the rad (she said there were some other parts that needed replacing) is going to cost me roughly $800.
I don't know what to fucking do. It's like I keep getting kicked when I'm down, you know? Like NOTHING can possibly go right.
One person offered to pay for the repairs, but how do I accept someone else's money? How do I ask them for their help without feeling like a total fucking bum? I don't like him all that much, he considers me a close friend but to be honest he drives me up the wall. I don't want to be indebted to him, you know? He says of course that would never happen, but... His response to the situation was, "You should have married me!" Or, after I jokingly said I needed a sugar daddy, because I was miersable and trying to make light of the situation, he said, "Well, you didn't want me!" I don't know, he has more than enough money to pay for it, I know he wouldn't be hurting, but at the same time, I just... it feels wrong. It goes against everything I've learned, you know? I'm not looking for a handout, I want to work for my money, but do I have a choice?
I'm so depressed I can barely function at all. I just want this horrible year to end...
So I finally got a hold of the dealership I took my car to this afternoon. They fixed the serpentine belt and adjusted some pulleys, but then they told me that the bottom of the radiator was crushed like it had been in an accident. I don't know what to do with this, I've been driving my car for the past two months and I certainly never crushed it, and I had no problems with overheating, but now they say they can't get it to go anywhere without overheating. To fix JUST the rad (she said there were some other parts that needed replacing) is going to cost me roughly $800.
I don't know what to fucking do. It's like I keep getting kicked when I'm down, you know? Like NOTHING can possibly go right.
One person offered to pay for the repairs, but how do I accept someone else's money? How do I ask them for their help without feeling like a total fucking bum? I don't like him all that much, he considers me a close friend but to be honest he drives me up the wall. I don't want to be indebted to him, you know? He says of course that would never happen, but... His response to the situation was, "You should have married me!" Or, after I jokingly said I needed a sugar daddy, because I was miersable and trying to make light of the situation, he said, "Well, you didn't want me!" I don't know, he has more than enough money to pay for it, I know he wouldn't be hurting, but at the same time, I just... it feels wrong. It goes against everything I've learned, you know? I'm not looking for a handout, I want to work for my money, but do I have a choice?
I'm so depressed I can barely function at all. I just want this horrible year to end...