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I am slightly disappoint in my birthday. No one bought me Harry Potter lego or Sailor Moon manga and it was all I asked for! ;_; Instead I got Chuck Season Four (which I did plan on enventually getting), and some baking stuffs from my sister. She got me a cookie recipe book and I was like, "Really? REALLY?" Because she's always demanding I bake cookies (I like cupcakes! Cupcakes!!)
That and it was pretty rough without Dad. I did CSE training yesterday for most of the day so I just kind've forgot about my birthday and everything and it was nice. But then I got home and all night it was like something was missing (well, obviously.) I don't know. I didn't cry hardly at all, but I still felt like poop.
But damn, I need to get paid. My company is pretty good though, they're paying for all my training courses and they're paying me regular wage to do them (clearly they want me to get the job.) But I'm so, so broke and I owe my mother a ton and I just want to pay her back because she's always so worried about money (or maybe I'm projecting. Whatever.)
That and it was pretty rough without Dad. I did CSE training yesterday for most of the day so I just kind've forgot about my birthday and everything and it was nice. But then I got home and all night it was like something was missing (well, obviously.) I don't know. I didn't cry hardly at all, but I still felt like poop.
But damn, I need to get paid. My company is pretty good though, they're paying for all my training courses and they're paying me regular wage to do them (clearly they want me to get the job.) But I'm so, so broke and I owe my mother a ton and I just want to pay her back because she's always so worried about money (or maybe I'm projecting. Whatever.)