May 08, 2007 16:00
wow its been a loong, loong time since I have posted here!!
So much in my life is different now yet some things have remained the same.
I have 2 puppys now and they are my babys and very very spoiled. I got my now 6mth old German Shepard in Feb and got my now 9 wk old shepard/husky mix 2 weeks ago. At first SHeena was a little unsure about having another puppy in her territory but now they are the best of freinds. I am definately glad I made the decsion to get a puppy or 2...they are so much fun and I could not imagine life without them now.
I am still with Tony and with my mom now living in her own apartment it is just Tony and i and the dogs most of the time. SOmetimes Tony gets called out at night due to his job and when he does I feel safer knowing the dogs are here and i have no doubt if anyone broke in and tried to harm me sheena would without a doubt do her best to protect me. Bear would jump in to help too without a doubt.
We are considering having an alarm system installed on the house for added protection. Granted hardly anything happens where I live, but with all the home invasions happening in tulsa, its better safe than sorry. Plus with the system being on the house my home insurance will go down which will be nice.
Tony and I are still dating...and everything is going really well. I think alot of it is because we always got along pretty good over the years even before there was a chance for us. The first time I met him we just immediately clicked..but because he was my friends man I respected that and kept my relationship with him as merely a friend. We often wonder if her mom had not interfered and if I had not been dating someone else at the time...would things have gone as they have or would we have ended up together back then? I honestly belive that things happened in the way that they have for a reason. I was not in any way ready to settle down back then and If we had ended up together then I might have resented being tied down so to speak. ALso the 2 good things to come out of his marriage to her are those 2 beautiful little girls who have hearts of gold. Due to health issues I may never be able to have children of my own...but i am truly blessed to have 2 beautiful step-daughters who love me as much as i love them.
Tony treats me absolutely like gold always there for me and always comsiderate of my feelings. He would do anything for me and he tells me every day that he loves me and how special I am to him and that he thinks I am sexy. I do not feel sexy but it still means alot to here the one that you love say that you are to them. He has completely quit drinking and smoking not only for me but for his health as well.
We both attend church on a regular basis now and have for about a month so far. The original plan was to try several churches in our area before deciding one one to attend regularly but we fell in love with the first church we attended and we have been there since. They just really opened their arms to us and totally accepted us and made us feel so welcomed that we did not want to go anywhere else. I was talking to another lady in our sunday school class and she said her and her hubby did go to several other churches before coming there and had planned on checking out a few more but they too ended up just staying at the church we attend now. SO now Saturdays are our only free day for us...because we work mon-fri and sundays we are at church every week. I know people have different veiws on religion and I am not the type to try and push my views on anyone. FOr me I just felt that it was time to get back into church after not being in a church reg since I was about 12 and had to move and leave behind the church I had attended then.
I loove music and I have started getting into listening to some chrsitian music..I think my fave so far is phillips craig and dean and I also like Jeremy camp as well. I still listen to other types of music such as hip hop and rock..I am just giving christian music a listen to as well now.
I have been following american idol once again this year and I am looking forward to seeing it tonight. Last week was awesome seeing Bon jovi on there and having them do his songs...I actually knew the words to all of those songs! I think we are going to arrange to go to the American idol tour show..they are going to LR and we figure we can go there for the show and hang out with my cousins whom I have not seen in about a year all at the same time.
I still am into wrestling and I am still looking forward to them having another show here in oklahoma sometime soon hopefully. I have directtv now and a dvr so raw and sd are both set to record so in the event I am not home when they are on I can still see them. I soo much lovve having the dvr
and I love having satellite with so many channels for almost the same price I paid for 60 channels on cable. We did loose signal during the storms the other night but within minutes it was back on....back when I had cable if it went out it was usually out for hours.
I have been moved into a new postion at work and i have been trying for the past week or 2 to learn everything. I still do alot of the same thing like stocking and helping guests in the store. But now I have to carry a walkie and I have to answer guests calls on the phone as well as having to run over to different departments whenver someone pushes the red need help button. There was no pay increase on this check as I had hoped...if there is not one on the next one I am going to say something. I feel that If I am to have more responsibilities and more of a headache than I should be given some kind of a pay raise. I am due to get one anyway since it is time for the annual reviews...I just hope it is a nice one.
ANyhow it has been raining here on and off for the last 2 days...some places here are even flooded! I think it may have stopped for now..but i bet it will start back up storming tonight. I hope not cause we have had enough rain for awhile. Funny how now I want it to stop all this raining and then later in the summer I bet I will be begging for it to rain. My baby puppy bear is scared of the storms...SUnday night it was thundering and all and he had to get up on the bed and sleep under the cover in between tony and I to feel safe. Such a fierce protector LOL!
ANyhow not much else going on here right now...so I guess I will go for now.