Mid-sobriety update.
Well, now that I have a bit clearer head I can see what bullshit some "friends" have been feeding.
I still love my friends. my FRIENDS. not this fucking "cool to your face and a fucking bitch behind your back" shit some of my "friends" pull on me. I'm glad now I can totally verify what I've felt all along. You're 2 faced insecure cunts. I have done nothing TO YOU but be an ear for you and be your friend. I'm NOT sorry for being a drugged up asshole in front of you, because after all you were jocking the needle WAYYYY more often that I have.
So, why you hate me? I don't care.
Fucking blow it out all your asses because I don't take shit from fakes anymore.
I feel good, my job has promoted me to manager, I haven't done heroin for a month, Nik and I are still in love and we're working on trusting eachother, and it's going great.
I haven't felt this clear for years. Thank you for wasting my fucking time you mother fucking assholes.
"Well, if you told me you were drowning
I would not lend a hand
I've seen your face before my friend
But I don't know if you know who I am
Well, I was there and I saw what you did
I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off the grin, I know where you've been
It's all been a pack of lies"
Don't you ever fuck me again.
I still love my friends. my FRIENDS. not this fucking "cool to your face and a fucking bitch behind your back" shit some of my "friends" pull on me. I'm glad now I can totally verify what I've felt all along. You're 2 faced insecure cunts. I have done nothing TO YOU but be an ear for you and be your friend. I'm NOT sorry for being a drugged up asshole in front of you, because after all you were jocking the needle WAYYYY more often that I have.
So, why you hate me? I don't care.
Fucking blow it out all your asses because I don't take shit from fakes anymore.
I feel good, my job has promoted me to manager, I haven't done heroin for a month, Nik and I are still in love and we're working on trusting eachother, and it's going great.
I haven't felt this clear for years. Thank you for wasting my fucking time you mother fucking assholes.
"Well, if you told me you were drowning
I would not lend a hand
I've seen your face before my friend
But I don't know if you know who I am
Well, I was there and I saw what you did
I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off the grin, I know where you've been
It's all been a pack of lies"
Don't you ever fuck me again.