comforts are few and far between
life has been getting more complicated by the minute. but i guess thats growing up. school is winding down to its last days, 4 weeks and a day. pretty scary. just going through the motions. not quite sure what im going to do after its done. the company i work for right now has been going through some tough times, i want to stay with them, but the budget isnt looking to good right now. but i guess i should be happy, that just means i get to move back home. get the big job in LA. i just dont think im ready for the big time yet. also, i have a really great group of friends out here, and im not ready to leave them yet. when i left cali i wasnt ready to leave those friends either, and everything worked out fine with them. so i dont think i should worry about it that much. friends come and go, only the real ones stick around. i was seeing a girl for a little bit, but i ended that. probably dumb, everyone thinks so, but i had my reasons. at least i dont have to worry about having a girl, and then leaving. maybe i should go somewhere else and start all over again. right now, i'll let who ever makes the decisions up there take me where i need to be. i'll end up where i belong.