You don't know what you have until its gone
The grandma went away to California for two weeks. There are some perks - usin' and abusin' her car (without her knowing), home to myself - but it's not enough. I actually miss her ALOT and it's only been two days. I'm realizing how she feels, because I'm barely home and when I am I kind of shut her out. I've realized that I have become very dependent on my grandma, and I am becoming increasingly aware of this as the time is going by. I haven't told her I loved her enough, but I want to start.
On another note, school is OVA' in two days bitches! I still have finals and regents, but thank goodness for no more classes!! I can't wait to get out of that school! But apart of me has been thinking that I will miss high school.Definitey NOT the people, just the atmosphere. I wish that I could have done some things alot differently, but whats done is done. Everyone says "Oh i wish i could go back to high school", and i think to myself, what the fuck you crazy bitch! But, i can see why. i'm finally startin to see why.
I have a million thoughts runnin' through my brain. Oy vay
On another note, school is OVA' in two days bitches! I still have finals and regents, but thank goodness for no more classes!! I can't wait to get out of that school! But apart of me has been thinking that I will miss high school.Definitey NOT the people, just the atmosphere. I wish that I could have done some things alot differently, but whats done is done. Everyone says "Oh i wish i could go back to high school", and i think to myself, what the fuck you crazy bitch! But, i can see why. i'm finally startin to see why.
I have a million thoughts runnin' through my brain. Oy vay