happy birthday asshole
i hate today. i hate the 31st of July. today my friends...is my biological father's birthday.
not like i consider him a father anymore. i never really did. he was too busy "trying to appear cool" to my friends...or hitting on my friends...to even really care. and not that he's capable of caring about anyone, let alone himself...as he's too busy abusing people in every way possible in his life.
forgiveness is NOT an option.
where the hell did that come from anyway? why should we forgive abusers who inflict such pain and sorrow...who cause such life altering things to occur to us? screw that crap. i will never forgive, and i will never forget. simply put.
the only thing that brings me comfort is karma. his karma sucks donkey ballz, and the day he realizes that...will be one day too late. not that i take pleasure in other people's misfortunes...but for this one instance, i think i may. sue me.
not like i consider him a father anymore. i never really did. he was too busy "trying to appear cool" to my friends...or hitting on my friends...to even really care. and not that he's capable of caring about anyone, let alone himself...as he's too busy abusing people in every way possible in his life.
forgiveness is NOT an option.
where the hell did that come from anyway? why should we forgive abusers who inflict such pain and sorrow...who cause such life altering things to occur to us? screw that crap. i will never forgive, and i will never forget. simply put.
the only thing that brings me comfort is karma. his karma sucks donkey ballz, and the day he realizes that...will be one day too late. not that i take pleasure in other people's misfortunes...but for this one instance, i think i may. sue me.