Nov 06, 2016 22:19
Wow.
If this becomes real, if it really becomes true - what I've wanted my whole life, since I was six years old - - I MUST go for it. There seems to be so little left for me, here, but a long slow slog unto death.
As my dearest friend said, "I can't think of a better happy ending for you."
i want to believe,
music is what keeps me alive,
having a fit here,
blahblahblah,
it's just a ride,
omfg,
the cure,
talk me down,
good things,
you betta werk,
teh crazy,
it's a quest now,
holy shit