Waiting for Lynn
.
I was hoping to go have lunch with Lynn before I leave for Savannah.
Just waiting in his place now...
I cancelled my DDO account, no more Dungeons and Dragons Online for now.. I couldn't spare the $15 this month, I definately can't afford it next month. I think I'm tired of online games anyway. I've played them for three years. I need to start thinking about other things to put my money into. Seeing my mother with my neice made me really think hard about kids yesterday... Or, I think a better way to put it would be,
"I was thinking about kids yesterday, and it really hit me hard."
Money is getting short now, But I have a place to stay in Savannah, and a job (I hope) when I get there. I may even have to deliver pizzas for a bit for the immediate cash, or even go back to cleaning. I didn't like cleaning, but at least the money was decent.
Sarah is pissed at me again... this time my mom took liberties against me. Sarah called to ask me something, and I got emotional, there was a lot going on and now is the pivot time for my life.
Then after a few minutes off the phone, my mom called, when I told her, "I just can't do this anymore", she thought I was talking about Sarah. I have tons of stress now, no job, no money, no place to live... And took it upon herself to "help" me to feel better.
So mom called sister, told sister to call Sarah, to tell Sarah not to call me anymore... I can't get mad at my mom, she was doing what she thought would be good for me, but I really wish that she hadn't done that.
Sarah and I were finally getting along again, and I truly want to keep her as a friend, aside from our bad experience at the end of our relationship, we really did get along great with eachother. I don't want her to just get out of my life for some misunderstanding. And I espescially don't want her hating me.
Lynn has been gone for an hour and a half, I am leaving without saying goodbye. I can't wait anymore.
It'll take me 7 hours on average, to get there. That puts my arrival time at 9pm.
Damn
.
I was hoping to go have lunch with Lynn before I leave for Savannah.
Just waiting in his place now...
I cancelled my DDO account, no more Dungeons and Dragons Online for now.. I couldn't spare the $15 this month, I definately can't afford it next month. I think I'm tired of online games anyway. I've played them for three years. I need to start thinking about other things to put my money into. Seeing my mother with my neice made me really think hard about kids yesterday... Or, I think a better way to put it would be,
"I was thinking about kids yesterday, and it really hit me hard."
Money is getting short now, But I have a place to stay in Savannah, and a job (I hope) when I get there. I may even have to deliver pizzas for a bit for the immediate cash, or even go back to cleaning. I didn't like cleaning, but at least the money was decent.
Sarah is pissed at me again... this time my mom took liberties against me. Sarah called to ask me something, and I got emotional, there was a lot going on and now is the pivot time for my life.
Then after a few minutes off the phone, my mom called, when I told her, "I just can't do this anymore", she thought I was talking about Sarah. I have tons of stress now, no job, no money, no place to live... And took it upon herself to "help" me to feel better.
So mom called sister, told sister to call Sarah, to tell Sarah not to call me anymore... I can't get mad at my mom, she was doing what she thought would be good for me, but I really wish that she hadn't done that.
Sarah and I were finally getting along again, and I truly want to keep her as a friend, aside from our bad experience at the end of our relationship, we really did get along great with eachother. I don't want her to just get out of my life for some misunderstanding. And I espescially don't want her hating me.
Lynn has been gone for an hour and a half, I am leaving without saying goodbye. I can't wait anymore.
It'll take me 7 hours on average, to get there. That puts my arrival time at 9pm.
Damn
.