May 30, 2006 15:19
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I can't, I really can't.
I know that she's getting more and more involved with Michael. It's killing me.
I hope his plane crashes on the way back from japan.
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I can't get the answers that I need. I need her.
Now I'm begining to think that I may not know what to do if she does come back. Not that I think she will. I think I have a chance less and less every day.
I think she's getting more and more involved with michael with everything that I see.
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My mom still talks to her, more to make sure she's ok, than to help me out in any way. I think that's good, but I think she can help me at the same time.
Sarah won't talk to me, someone in my court that she will talk to is a good thing. But mom's busy and doesn't answer her phone very often.
Finally got mom on the phone now. Though I still feel like I'm talking to myself.
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