February 21st 2004
I'm so lame @ 03:46 pm
Current Mood: silly silly
Current Music: AWK "We Want Fun" (Or at least I do!)
What can I say I get weak over 4am phone calls left on my voicemail in slurring words of how much I am missed and loved.
The best things in life are free, I guess.
Now I just need to find out what exactly I am doing tonight:
1. mardi gras party with John, Amy and Sara?
2. Something mysterious with Jen and Dar?
I am going with the second option for the pure fact that I know I will not be getting home from the first thing til uber late, but I haven't heard from Jen yet...BOO JEN BOO!
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4AM Phone call was either ex Matt or hair model Matt. Either/or. Guys named Matt at this time are akin to the whole dudes named Paul in Seattle. So many Paul's: one ex, one current and one is the name of instacrush. What the hell?
I love how I just wanted to hang with Jen and Dar, but also SAME AS IT EVER WAS. I also forgot that I kept that group chat muted forever so should probably catch up on it lol.
Today I applied for my current job, aka the lead position. I got confirmation that when I decide to step down I can just apply for any open coding position jobs, so I might get to live my dream of doing ED or Psych coding afterall but for now the lead position just makes more sense, its what I have grown into and is the next logical step of my career so I am being logical and taking it. I will still code but oddly my workload will be much lighter and I will be making more money, crazy right? I also have to attend more meetings but whatever, Ill just drink more coffee to stay awake as I find meetings BORING. But most importantly I will always know the hot gossip which really, is what seals the deal, I love me some gossip.
Currently just applied for the job, and now I have to pack Etsy, which is nice as its one of Paul's things and it means money gets taken off his debt of Jenn which is happiness all around. Afterward I am going to take a long hot bath and just chill. Paul wants to buy us dinner tonight so whenever he gets home it will be ordered and it shall be paid for by him! He also paypal'd me a few hundred from his debt so its a five star day for me
I actually did react to instacrush's story yesterday and we chit chatted about nothing really for a whole two sentences but I was exhuasted and went to bed early. The night prior I kept waking myself up snoring (cause Im stuffy) and just couldnt stay asleep or sleep deep enough so I couch'd it last night and slept okay, couch'd it because I had to sleep on an incline to not snore. I am oddly well rested currently and its throwing me for a loop!
Tomorrow is work, then I hope to go to the gym and be a boring weekend person. I despearately need to clean out my closet this weekend as well. I own too many clothes that I also dont wear so a big bag of donations will be packed and falling apart clothes will be made into rags. Hooray! i also want to do some cleaning (well no, but it needs to be done) around the apartment and if it stays sunny (it wont) do something fun. Maybe drag Paul hiking instead of the gym?
xoxox
Jenn
Current Mood: silly silly
Current Music: AWK "We Want Fun" (Or at least I do!)
What can I say I get weak over 4am phone calls left on my voicemail in slurring words of how much I am missed and loved.
The best things in life are free, I guess.
Now I just need to find out what exactly I am doing tonight:
1. mardi gras party with John, Amy and Sara?
2. Something mysterious with Jen and Dar?
I am going with the second option for the pure fact that I know I will not be getting home from the first thing til uber late, but I haven't heard from Jen yet...BOO JEN BOO!
_________________________________________________________________________________________
4AM Phone call was either ex Matt or hair model Matt. Either/or. Guys named Matt at this time are akin to the whole dudes named Paul in Seattle. So many Paul's: one ex, one current and one is the name of instacrush. What the hell?
I love how I just wanted to hang with Jen and Dar, but also SAME AS IT EVER WAS. I also forgot that I kept that group chat muted forever so should probably catch up on it lol.
Today I applied for my current job, aka the lead position. I got confirmation that when I decide to step down I can just apply for any open coding position jobs, so I might get to live my dream of doing ED or Psych coding afterall but for now the lead position just makes more sense, its what I have grown into and is the next logical step of my career so I am being logical and taking it. I will still code but oddly my workload will be much lighter and I will be making more money, crazy right? I also have to attend more meetings but whatever, Ill just drink more coffee to stay awake as I find meetings BORING. But most importantly I will always know the hot gossip which really, is what seals the deal, I love me some gossip.
Currently just applied for the job, and now I have to pack Etsy, which is nice as its one of Paul's things and it means money gets taken off his debt of Jenn which is happiness all around. Afterward I am going to take a long hot bath and just chill. Paul wants to buy us dinner tonight so whenever he gets home it will be ordered and it shall be paid for by him! He also paypal'd me a few hundred from his debt so its a five star day for me
I actually did react to instacrush's story yesterday and we chit chatted about nothing really for a whole two sentences but I was exhuasted and went to bed early. The night prior I kept waking myself up snoring (cause Im stuffy) and just couldnt stay asleep or sleep deep enough so I couch'd it last night and slept okay, couch'd it because I had to sleep on an incline to not snore. I am oddly well rested currently and its throwing me for a loop!
Tomorrow is work, then I hope to go to the gym and be a boring weekend person. I despearately need to clean out my closet this weekend as well. I own too many clothes that I also dont wear so a big bag of donations will be packed and falling apart clothes will be made into rags. Hooray! i also want to do some cleaning (well no, but it needs to be done) around the apartment and if it stays sunny (it wont) do something fun. Maybe drag Paul hiking instead of the gym?
xoxox
Jenn