Feb 14, 2020 19:47
Calmness @ 03:11 pm
Current Mood: crazy crazy
Current Music: Me screaming my head off.
...or it was til work today.
Last night Jen and I just kinda hung out, had pizza here and talked, went to eat n park for coffee and talked (upon which we got a stare down and chit chat about us from some girlie who kept gawking, i know we are fantabulous but geeze), then we stopped by Jamie's 80s night preparty and saw the crew and extended crew, which was nice. I am liking my drinking hiatus til oh tomorrow night.
So let's get to work now? GOod.
So Im at work doing my work, going pretty fast for being really tired. My boss comes up to me and is like:
"Jennifer I need to see you in my office"
I am thinking "FUCK I THOUGHT I SOMEHOW AVOIDED THE WRITE UPS!"
I did.
Seems yet I get yet another special project, now that my first one is in motion and working fine.
SO first off my new project has nothing yet everything to do with what I do. I get to work with Maryanne on it, which is nice, but she is meek and quiet and my mom's age and is like "whatever you do is fine" (NOT WHAT I WANT TO HEAR SINCE IM A SLACKER)
But yes, my project...
I have the privilege *cough* to rewrite and re-do my departments employee handbook. BTW, its a binders worth of shit. BTW, I get to make copies of every mothaf'n possible doc (~2000 diff types) you can see and make a big binder of that too. With the codes for each thing. Let me jump for fuckin' joy. Oh and did I mention that I get to do this in my so called "spare time" i have at work. WTF IS SPARETIME AT WORK??? Im usually running around all crazy-like! ANd I get to go to not only more meetings (I get to add one or two more a week for this! boooooooooooooooo!) I also get to have conferences with ALL the department managers. And you know what day they chose for these meetings?
FRIDAYS.
The day after me drinking most of the night and hardly sleeping. JOY OF JOYS.
This better equal out my bad karma of my lateness at work. And if I do not get a decent raise/bonus for this I'm going to flip out.
So tomorrow I do have downtime, I always do on Saturdays, so in that time I have accumulated thus far about 40 docs that you see, that you do not put into the system, but people do anyway hence me having accumulated those. So I get to make sixty copies (enough for my department and all the managers) and start on this stuff. Maryanne tomorrow is going to work on the departmental flow sheet of work, for the WHOLE F'n PLACE. Things we do not even understand, she has to do that, so I do feel bad for that.
So since I know its going to be a few harsh weeks at work I retailed therapy when I shouldnt have...but F it.
I got:
hair thingies
my black and white striped short sleeve piratey-shirt (woot)
a blue boat neck shirt
black and white striped socks for the pirate outfit.
Then I treated myself to a Thai Chicken Pizza.
And of course a Coke (TM) to talk tko God about WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE THIS RESPONSIBILITY WHEN MY SUPERVISOR SHOULD BE DOING THIS OR EVEN MY MANAGER OR EVEN THE DIRECTOR???!?!?!?
I will be needing my Sangria tomorrow night on my hot valentine's day date with Jen and Phil.
Gah.
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Bla bla blah boring entry but I am always excited for what I purchased.. I can always remember those items, and I miss them, I guess my sentimentality is tied to shoes and clothes and buds.
Today was at least Friday. My work week has been insane and it show no sign of letting up. I have Monday off where I plan to be a complete garbage person and sit in pajamas all day, order postmates and binge "You". Tuesday I have a student job shadowing me, which, I mean thankfully its ONLY an hour but I have so much fucking work to do! If they moved it to Thursday that would have been better. I mean I dont really mind it, we are a teaching school in the end so yes, obvi I have to do this, but its just frustrating.
Tonight I went to the gym after work and worked out HARD to shut off my mind for a bit, it's one of the only times that I can. I just am stressed. I mean once things fall into place over the next couple of weeks at work it will be immensely better but for now my job title should be "Putting Out Fires Lady" cause thats what I do
Like I am literally too brain dead to write an entry. So I am out!
xoxox
Jenn