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Today at FCA, we talked about stuff we wish we would of known. I seriously wish someone would of told me how much I would miss my family, my boyfriend and my friends. I miss everyone so much. I dont even know why Im here. The nursing program is so hard and I feel like no matter what I do Im not going to get it. They made it seem the you need your parents to support you and you cant work. Well guess what my parents cant afford that and I need to help them out with any which way. I got a job on campus at the rec center, I cant wait to start, It seems like a lot of fun. Youth group tomorrow I can't wait. Im going to try and make myself a better person and if you have a way I could improve on it, let me know but please dont do it anonymous otherwise Im not going to post it I screen all of those. I miss Chris so much. I love him so much. I honestly could see myself marrying that boy and yes it does scare me to death but I love him and I mean that. Anyways, I just switched into college allegbra and I have it tomorrow (actually today) at 9 in the morning so im going to try and get some sleep.