can this be any crazier?
i was about to go to bed when jarred called. i told him to come over and that we needed to talk. i had been bracing myself all day to tell him that we couldn't see each other any more. it was hurting me too badly.
he gets to my room, i blurt all tihs out, we cry, we talk about why things aren't going to work, we cry, we come to the conclusion that we aren't going to see each other outside of work, he gets up to go, we kiss, we start an entirely different conversation, we laugh, he tickles me, i cry.
to make a long story short, we are going to the movies friday to see xmen 2, and then we aren't going to see each other until i am back for the summer. i told him last night after the tickling session that our heads agree, and our hearts agree, but our heads and our hearts don't agree.
and he gave me his ring. what does that mean?
why can't this just be ok? why has my life become a fucking soap opera?
GAAAAHHHHH!!!!!
he gets to my room, i blurt all tihs out, we cry, we talk about why things aren't going to work, we cry, we come to the conclusion that we aren't going to see each other outside of work, he gets up to go, we kiss, we start an entirely different conversation, we laugh, he tickles me, i cry.
to make a long story short, we are going to the movies friday to see xmen 2, and then we aren't going to see each other until i am back for the summer. i told him last night after the tickling session that our heads agree, and our hearts agree, but our heads and our hearts don't agree.
and he gave me his ring. what does that mean?
why can't this just be ok? why has my life become a fucking soap opera?
GAAAAHHHHH!!!!!