the downfall
i feel like throwing up right now. urgh. my stomach doesnt feel good. 2 weeks left of school. i can already tell they are both going to go by extremely fast for some reason. i think im the most jealous person alive. i believe jealousy makes me who i am and is the cause of all my problems. it is. i need to find someway to kill it. its evil. everyone keeps telling me to get my haircut. all i have to say you all is, "fuck you." thats it. im going to class now and im tired. i have a final tomorrow in one of my classes. probably going to be studying after school. tori is coming for dinner and wednesday and were going to a show on thursday. i am so very excited to see her again. we have been through a lot. i wont get into each aspect but, im going to start treating her like a princess. a queen. friday were going to the mall to buy shit and get me a new belt. three of the best days of my week, coming up soon. i still want to throw up.