Ah, life

Dec 18, 2006 22:25

I was staring at my computer screen, and it hit me. I am a college Senior. Senior. I remember when losing my last front tooth felt like an eternity, pulling at it with my little fingers, smiling that gangly awkward smile. So how has college gone by so fast? Maybe events start blending together over time, making life seem to pass faster. I think keeping occupied with my education has spurred some of that, along with new relationships and living for the weekends when I can finally let go a little. Staying up all night doing biochem, going to classes during the day, eating and sleeping in the evenings...doesn't really allow one to pause, to look back on anything, to ponder all the interesting things there are explore in this world.

Life just is, I live it one day at a time, and by the end of the year I can't really distinguish months from weeks or weeks from days. I can, however, say that I would never wish for another life, or a different person to spend it with. I love and loathe the uncertainty of everything that life has brought me and will bring me, and I am content in the knowledge that no matter what happens, I will or will not succeed. Plain and simple, is it not?
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