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wow.
im a loser.
i dont know what the hell i did.
but for some reason, outside of school, a few of my friends are acting like they hate me.
that makes me feel great.
i didnt do anything.
nothing that i didnt applogize for because it was a misunderstanding.
tell me.
i just want to be accepted.
i just want to feel like one of the group.
i try...
but its never good enough.
i dont know what to do.
im really bummed about formal.
thought i had everything figured out.
thought i didnt have to worry about anything.
then, i got ditched.
rufused.
and then i found out that crystal doesnt like me because i 'try too hard' to have friends.
by which she means when katy needed someone to talk to i was there.
without her there.
maybe i wont go to formal.
seeing as how i have no friends to go with.
im a loser.
i dont know what the hell i did.
but for some reason, outside of school, a few of my friends are acting like they hate me.
that makes me feel great.
i didnt do anything.
nothing that i didnt applogize for because it was a misunderstanding.
tell me.
i just want to be accepted.
i just want to feel like one of the group.
i try...
but its never good enough.
i dont know what to do.
im really bummed about formal.
thought i had everything figured out.
thought i didnt have to worry about anything.
then, i got ditched.
rufused.
and then i found out that crystal doesnt like me because i 'try too hard' to have friends.
by which she means when katy needed someone to talk to i was there.
without her there.
maybe i wont go to formal.
seeing as how i have no friends to go with.