My O'Level results just came out yesterday...
This is, like... okay. So, guys. I usually don't post personal stuff, but I just need to blurt out my inner squeeing somewhere!
I've been quietly freaking out for the past two weeks over my results and now that they're here, I really can't believe it because I was expecting a B in three subjects, at least, because I'm a pessimist like that. Now that I think about it - with a clear mind, without exam-related strees - Bengali, Eng.Language, Bio, Chem, Physics, Eco, Accounting and Pure Maths were all equally awesome (especially Physics, Chem, P.Maths and Bio - gah, I love these subjects, and of course, English too) but I have no freakin' idea how I managed to get an A in Maths B (it was a disaster, that exam! D:) because shit, the grade bar for an A was 82 (that's high! D:) and at the most, I was expecting seventy-something on my report because I was pretty sure I messed up 25 marks out of sheer stupidity and I kept pressing my calculator and stomping on the ground and tearing my hair out and going "asdgagakslkja" for the next few days and--
Turns out I got well over 82, and I-- I think I'm floating on a blurb of happiness or something right now, because I feel weightless. Really!
Edexcel board examinations are so expensive here in Bangladesh, you wouldn't believe it. Attending nine subjects in one sitting is considered academic suicide given how much time the subjects demand, and everyone thought I was crazy taking such a huge risk - there was much "D:" on their part. (Seriously, I thought I was a masochist crazy as well XD). Those four months away from LJ were definitely worth it. I lost 80N in seven weeks (D:) and went without sleep for as many as three days in a row over all these subjects. I guess-- I'm just really, really happy my efforts didn't go to waste. :D
relieved, excited, giddy,
indira.