Past few days...
It's been blurry and\or hungover for days. I have consumed enough alcohol to kill a small elephant and combined em with a 24 hour binge of 120mg oxycodone orally and up the nostrils.
My home life is still a bit fucked up but c'est la vie - I ended up staying at Alice's on saturday after 7 rum and cokes since mum came home broken down and blind drunk, was quite upset, sniffed my last oxy with another drink and headed out to bbq with Alice's family and kept drinking until 3am or so.
I honestly can't remember what else I've done except been fucked up or been regretting getting so fucked with my stomach going insane.
Can't wait to get some clonazepam.
'a little less than a human being,
a little less than a happy high,
a little less than a suicide...'
My home life is still a bit fucked up but c'est la vie - I ended up staying at Alice's on saturday after 7 rum and cokes since mum came home broken down and blind drunk, was quite upset, sniffed my last oxy with another drink and headed out to bbq with Alice's family and kept drinking until 3am or so.
I honestly can't remember what else I've done except been fucked up or been regretting getting so fucked with my stomach going insane.
Can't wait to get some clonazepam.
'a little less than a human being,
a little less than a happy high,
a little less than a suicide...'