Feb 03, 2006 03:19
I have mentally checked out for a while and i'm sorry to anyone i've not called back/been out of touch with etc.
i'm trying to gear up for surgery and i think, for some reason, this job is trying to get rid of me. they're doing the same crap to me that they did to melissa, right before she walked out. i mean maybe they're just really, honestly trying to make accomodations for me but my request for time off hasn't been authorized yet and i'm still on the schedule the day of and week after my surgery. that and my boss was talking about putting me on days, part time until i'm healed... she knows i can't work with our director. i can't keep my mouth shut when people are ignorant around me. i'd be fired in two seconds.
also, up until today (and i'm not even sure the authorization is done yet) my authorization for surgery had a different doctor's name on it from the one that i was actually REFERRED to by my Primary Care Physician (even though they FAXED it to the right doctor).
the computer just ate my last two paragraphs. i guess it means i shouldn't be ranting on here.
i got a moleskine today. for anyone who journals, these are well worth the cost. they are AMAZING.
my stomach hurts and i'm all twitchy from an energy drink i just had. i think i'm going to go put my focus to good use before the effects of the caffiene wear off. funny how it manages my focus.