124 // in despair or incoherent, nothing in between
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I'm having a lot of trouble holding it together today.
I want to explain but I'll end up rambling and not making any sense at all. Just...worrying a lot. Hard not to feel alone whenever I feel like this but thinking about school is making it worse. I'm afraid to go back, it's like...starting all over again because everyone's gone or abroad, I know no one on the floor I'm moving back into, and seeing as social interaction is clearly my greatest talent... And it's not just that, I've been...I don't know, I feel like I keep coming across as an ass lately for some reason, and I don't mean to at all...
God, I don't know, this is stupid. Most of this stuff shouldn't be bothering me but I just...feel so low.
Anyway, just...hard right now.