Cold winter, no snow
The holidays were fun and rough and relaxing and long. It was a weird mix of everything. It was the first thanksgiving in a few years that I didn't attend Joe's family dinner and I was sad all day. He played a show the next day and his fam and lee were there and I had a great time talking with them.
It sold out and the headliner was enjoyable.
Powerstance XD
So check out the band I was totally destroying it and consider going to the Duke Coffee house show tonight at 9:30. I'll be there.
But during the show, I got the pangs of lust I get whenever Joe is on stage and drank too much gin. I can't sort out my feelings regarding Joe. Its like when we try being together I'm aware of the different pages we are both on and how much I perceive the situation as not working. And I truly do with all my heart want him to pursue being a musician and seeing him on stage makes me so very happy, but at the same time when we aren't together I get pangs of interest. I'm such a groupie .. whenever he's performing he's so incredibly desirable. So I wanted to invite myself home with him, but I'd asked Ryan to not let me be that pathetic, so he took my home and I cried myself to sleep. I still don't understand myself. Moving on..
Hehe .. its like he's grinning.
I call him bat face
MOM LETS PLAY BALL
sleepy head picture
the fat cat I was house sitting for
It sold out and the headliner was enjoyable.
Powerstance XD
Click to viewSo check out the band I was totally destroying it and consider going to the Duke Coffee house show tonight at 9:30. I'll be there.
But during the show, I got the pangs of lust I get whenever Joe is on stage and drank too much gin. I can't sort out my feelings regarding Joe. Its like when we try being together I'm aware of the different pages we are both on and how much I perceive the situation as not working. And I truly do with all my heart want him to pursue being a musician and seeing him on stage makes me so very happy, but at the same time when we aren't together I get pangs of interest. I'm such a groupie .. whenever he's performing he's so incredibly desirable. So I wanted to invite myself home with him, but I'd asked Ryan to not let me be that pathetic, so he took my home and I cried myself to sleep. I still don't understand myself. Moving on..
Hehe .. its like he's grinning.
I call him bat face
MOM LETS PLAY BALL
sleepy head picture
the fat cat I was house sitting for