So I've been busy. My new schedule is nice, but leaves me with little internet wasting time. I've also been having a hard time meditating, but that is more of an energy problem. Every time I try, I just feel so tired and can't accomplish what I want. Haven't had time for crafts either, but thats because I've been busy being social.
Last night my mom dropped the bomb on me that I had one more car payment. I thought I'd paid the last one this month and I've been struggling for the past three months to pay both student loans and car payments. I know its just $200, but it was world shattering to me last night because I just simply do not have the money. I probably can come up with the money, but it just stressed me out more then necessary and I seriously cried the rest of the night until I fell asleep (about 4 hours). I also have to pay $60 for some state car tax stuff. I just can't afford the extra expenses, especially when I just dropped almost $500 to fix my eye sight yesterday. I got an eye exam after 4 years (or more?) and bought a new pair of glasses, as well as some contacts. I think I'm going to start wearing contacts to work, if my eyes can handle it. I get the new specs in a week and I can't wait to show you guys!! They are spiffy and similar to the old ones, but brown (think tiger's eye) and more pointy at the ends.
On the room mate front, I'm hoping a friend will pop up and move in, but if that doesn't happen .. I put out an add on
Craig's list. I'll be careful about meeting strangers, but I'm hoping to have a roomie by February. I also need to consolidate my student loans and I'm hoping to have that taken care of before February's payments are due. Who has consolidated their student loans? Who did you go with? How did you make that choice? and Would you recommend them? Another thing is that I want to sell the freakin' diamond already. I'm hoping to get at least $2500 - thats a $500 loss, but I could use this money to get out of credit card debt which would be fantastic. Josh set the date of Valentines day to get that taken care of. I'm hoping to find an guide on the internet to selling things like that.... Gosh, money related things suck...
I'm going to go to Yoga tonight, cook me and Joe a nice dinner, meditate, and do some crafts. ^.^