I've officially started my new life!!!
Well I've done it. I dove off the deep end, and all at once. I'm actually going to the SAC and on a regular basis. I have aerobics M&W mornings and I try to go almost every night, I've missed a couple and I felt like crap because of it. I've also changed my whole diet, and I'm actually watching what I'm consuming, instead of mindlessly shoving processed crap into my mouth hand-fulls at a time. I've even been eating breakfast, something I'm definitely not used to doing. I feel like I have way more energy and I'm proud of myself, I needed this.
Also I kind of quit drinking, I only went out one night this past weekend for a friends birthday and only had 2 glasses of wine instead of 4 beers, 3 mixed drinks, and 2 shots, which is what my nights would usually consist of. So I'm saving money that way and I don't feel like shit all weekend long. Instead of going out Thursday I worked out and cleaned our apartment, of course it didn't stay clean for long but it kept me busy and I felt good afterward.
Only a little over a month until I see Bruce again, I'm counting down the days, and I have the plane tickets purchased which makes it even more real. I got us brand new phones, the new Motorola razer w/bluetooth and switched to Cingular, so I'm super happy about that.
I just really feel like things are starting to go my way finally, I just need to get my school stuff a little more organized and figure out my job situation (probably gonna quit) and I'll be really happy. It's really true, when you start thinking and acting positively, good things start happening, and hopefully they'll keep coming.
Also I kind of quit drinking, I only went out one night this past weekend for a friends birthday and only had 2 glasses of wine instead of 4 beers, 3 mixed drinks, and 2 shots, which is what my nights would usually consist of. So I'm saving money that way and I don't feel like shit all weekend long. Instead of going out Thursday I worked out and cleaned our apartment, of course it didn't stay clean for long but it kept me busy and I felt good afterward.
Only a little over a month until I see Bruce again, I'm counting down the days, and I have the plane tickets purchased which makes it even more real. I got us brand new phones, the new Motorola razer w/bluetooth and switched to Cingular, so I'm super happy about that.
I just really feel like things are starting to go my way finally, I just need to get my school stuff a little more organized and figure out my job situation (probably gonna quit) and I'll be really happy. It's really true, when you start thinking and acting positively, good things start happening, and hopefully they'll keep coming.