Today
I went to work, probably one of the first days I was happy to go to work. Getting out of the apartment for a while was a good thing. I was able to be me again, not sad or upset or worrying about my personal issues.
Maybe tomorrow I might actually come out of my room, I guess we'll see how I'm feeling. As of right now I'm feeling a little better. I can't just vent to myself, I need to talk to those around me, my roomies. We've been through a lot together and this will just be something to add to the list, and soon like everything else it will be a distant memory. In the end the good memories out-weigh the bad, and that's why I love them.
Being with Bruce has taught me what it means to forgive and how important it is to forgive. If he wouldn't have forgiven me for what I did to him we wouldn't be together, and that would be a shame. If you don't take what people have taught you and actually apply it to your life then you never really learned anything.
The road ahead is a long one, but it is one I'm willing to travel, and I won't be alone.
Maybe tomorrow I might actually come out of my room, I guess we'll see how I'm feeling. As of right now I'm feeling a little better. I can't just vent to myself, I need to talk to those around me, my roomies. We've been through a lot together and this will just be something to add to the list, and soon like everything else it will be a distant memory. In the end the good memories out-weigh the bad, and that's why I love them.
Being with Bruce has taught me what it means to forgive and how important it is to forgive. If he wouldn't have forgiven me for what I did to him we wouldn't be together, and that would be a shame. If you don't take what people have taught you and actually apply it to your life then you never really learned anything.
The road ahead is a long one, but it is one I'm willing to travel, and I won't be alone.