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“Real misanthropes are not found in solitude, but in the world; since it is experience of life, and not philosophy, which produces [disdain] of mankind”-Giacomo Leopardi
People, humanity, tends to disappoint yet, as I recently became more aware of their disappointing nature, the less surprised I am about it.
As the days past since Florence I'm beginning to feel that that experience and the aftermath reflection about it has indeed influenced and changed me very much.
After living with gadjes for a bit I bet anyone's perception of people will dim.
Well, soon I will be back to FGCU and be able to assess my new situation in FGCU.
Here's some things about it:
1) Living with 3 other people who I believe will be quite gadje but perhaps a bit better then Joe's situation. Hope to be wrong...but I don't have high hopes about this. At least I hope some/all like toast (or maybe not).
2) Now I personally would need to acquire toast from now on since I can probably depend on no one else on this issue. Not to fear, I'll be getting my tools soon.
3) Perhaps I'll become more "active" in PSA but not sure...the whole leadership issue will now not be going as previously planned. Well at least I'll be going to SFA Encuentro.
4) Need a job...and pretty desperately this time I think. Will be making my own food and paying for many of my own expenses it seems.
5)Need to re-organized/re-create/etc my circle of friends due to the departure of a few friends from FGCU.
People, humanity, tends to disappoint yet, as I recently became more aware of their disappointing nature, the less surprised I am about it.
As the days past since Florence I'm beginning to feel that that experience and the aftermath reflection about it has indeed influenced and changed me very much.
After living with gadjes for a bit I bet anyone's perception of people will dim.
Well, soon I will be back to FGCU and be able to assess my new situation in FGCU.
Here's some things about it:
1) Living with 3 other people who I believe will be quite gadje but perhaps a bit better then Joe's situation. Hope to be wrong...but I don't have high hopes about this. At least I hope some/all like toast (or maybe not).
2) Now I personally would need to acquire toast from now on since I can probably depend on no one else on this issue. Not to fear, I'll be getting my tools soon.
3) Perhaps I'll become more "active" in PSA but not sure...the whole leadership issue will now not be going as previously planned. Well at least I'll be going to SFA Encuentro.
4) Need a job...and pretty desperately this time I think. Will be making my own food and paying for many of my own expenses it seems.
5)Need to re-organized/re-create/etc my circle of friends due to the departure of a few friends from FGCU.