The weight of the world....
*She was scared. Ruby and Sampson guarded her watching her day and night ever since her return from the mission. Ruby had to up the dossages of herbs she gave her... Indigo was lost every moment she feared sleep more and more. She was overloading and she knew it. Everyone knew it. She watched Ruby with the gaze of a tame animal, she knew better than to hurt the people with her. She craddled the bunny to her desperatly. She had never imagined that the whole of her care and love she would toss upon to a small innocent creature as her only means of copping... but she did. She hated herself. She knew the whole time it was a trap. It was a ploy to get her back... but she went anyway. She had no reason to go, and she did. She lead everyone into a trap. She remembered the voice from the car ride... "What are you doing little girl...." They knew she was going back... they knew what she was doing... they knew everything about her....*
*She screamed awake as the voice reverberated in her head.... "Clever girl... just like we made you." She was a tool... a weapon... she wasn't human anymore. She was a being that woudl destroy people given a moments notice. She didn't have a conscience... She couldn't. She was a cleaner... she made problems dissappear. She was a demon in the skin of a girl. And she hated herself. *
*She was facinated by the glint of light off the cold steel balde in her hands. She knew the sting of the cut would jot her back to the here and now... but they told her not to listen to the voices... but she wanted peace for just a moment. Just a few seconds of quiet. Just a few moments of blissful quiet. She could feel her hands moving to grasp the glinting bastian of silence, she could feel the cold metal in her hand.... She stared at it while the voices raged and the men yelled and the dark spoke. She sat motionless for a few moments begging herself to let go of the knife. her fingers gripped so tightly around the handle that her knuckles were white. She cried in pain as she through the knife across the room so she couldn't cut into her skin to let the demons out the pain inside so much worse than anything she could do to herself.*
*Ruby and Sampson restrained her Ruby moving away after wrapping Indigo tightly into a blanket making a phone call. Indigo struggled against all the voices screaming at her at once... she could still hear the shades from the asylum assulting her mind as well.... She heard Rubys voice, hushed in Hatian... and all she could make out was... "It's bad... worse than ever...."*
*She screamed awake as the voice reverberated in her head.... "Clever girl... just like we made you." She was a tool... a weapon... she wasn't human anymore. She was a being that woudl destroy people given a moments notice. She didn't have a conscience... She couldn't. She was a cleaner... she made problems dissappear. She was a demon in the skin of a girl. And she hated herself. *
*She was facinated by the glint of light off the cold steel balde in her hands. She knew the sting of the cut would jot her back to the here and now... but they told her not to listen to the voices... but she wanted peace for just a moment. Just a few seconds of quiet. Just a few moments of blissful quiet. She could feel her hands moving to grasp the glinting bastian of silence, she could feel the cold metal in her hand.... She stared at it while the voices raged and the men yelled and the dark spoke. She sat motionless for a few moments begging herself to let go of the knife. her fingers gripped so tightly around the handle that her knuckles were white. She cried in pain as she through the knife across the room so she couldn't cut into her skin to let the demons out the pain inside so much worse than anything she could do to herself.*
*Ruby and Sampson restrained her Ruby moving away after wrapping Indigo tightly into a blanket making a phone call. Indigo struggled against all the voices screaming at her at once... she could still hear the shades from the asylum assulting her mind as well.... She heard Rubys voice, hushed in Hatian... and all she could make out was... "It's bad... worse than ever...."*