BE COOL.. JUST BE COOL! ~screams~
Well I have that job interveiw at Carlton cards Tuesday afternoon at 2:30pm.
~takes a deeps breath and tries to make her hands stop shaking~
I can't remember anything! I can't remember if my resume at refferences on it, or if I need to bring any in with me, I can't think of three people that I could use... I don't know what I'm going to wear to the interveiw, I'm going to giggle a lot and my voice will get all high and it's going to annoy me when I'm done because I SO wasn't myself, I wish I could be all comfortable in my skin and not souch or giggle so much and I wish that I could just BE COOL!
~laughs and looks at Liza~ Holy hell I'm a basket case! I'm babbling and nattering and rambling about things and this probably wont make any sence at all and will have spelling mistakes and grammar problems and all that but I'm too damned nervous and freaking out too fucking bad to care at the moment.
Why can't life just be all peachy and nice all the time!
I HATE STRESS!
~screams~ Okay I think I feel better now. ~sighs~
I wish I could just be cool at the drop of a hat but I've never been particularly cool all my life so I guess that's just never going to happen eh? ~sighs~ Why can't I break out of this rut and just be happy? ~sighs~ No, not talking about that here... not now. NO! ~smacks her hand hard~
Okay.. ~nods~ yes I'm going to try to be cool now. ~takes a deep breath~ wooo... this is HARD! I hate hard things... well hard situations anyways. Why can't I just know everything and be done with it? ~sighs~ Because I'm not aloud I know that... ~grumbles~ but it would make life so much easier to know everything you wanted to know. ~nods~ Anyways... yes... I'm nattering and I'm going to stop it. I'm done.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay... really now... I'm done. ~nods~
Jaci
~takes a deeps breath and tries to make her hands stop shaking~
I can't remember anything! I can't remember if my resume at refferences on it, or if I need to bring any in with me, I can't think of three people that I could use... I don't know what I'm going to wear to the interveiw, I'm going to giggle a lot and my voice will get all high and it's going to annoy me when I'm done because I SO wasn't myself, I wish I could be all comfortable in my skin and not souch or giggle so much and I wish that I could just BE COOL!
~laughs and looks at Liza~ Holy hell I'm a basket case! I'm babbling and nattering and rambling about things and this probably wont make any sence at all and will have spelling mistakes and grammar problems and all that but I'm too damned nervous and freaking out too fucking bad to care at the moment.
Why can't life just be all peachy and nice all the time!
I HATE STRESS!
~screams~ Okay I think I feel better now. ~sighs~
I wish I could just be cool at the drop of a hat but I've never been particularly cool all my life so I guess that's just never going to happen eh? ~sighs~ Why can't I break out of this rut and just be happy? ~sighs~ No, not talking about that here... not now. NO! ~smacks her hand hard~
Okay.. ~nods~ yes I'm going to try to be cool now. ~takes a deep breath~ wooo... this is HARD! I hate hard things... well hard situations anyways. Why can't I just know everything and be done with it? ~sighs~ Because I'm not aloud I know that... ~grumbles~ but it would make life so much easier to know everything you wanted to know. ~nods~ Anyways... yes... I'm nattering and I'm going to stop it. I'm done.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay... really now... I'm done. ~nods~
Jaci