..........sigh
33 days.
yes i will count this way until he's back, so consider yourself forwarned. waking up today asbsolutly sucked major monkey's ass. i mean i'm used to waking up without him and whatever it's just that i knew i wouldn't talk to him today or until tomorrow night in general. it's weird too having restrictions on the times i can call him. the calling card i buy is 5 bucks for 20 minutes... that's enough time to catch up and whatnot.
Oh my god, I went to the hospital today for my pre-op and the woman made me take off my shirt! she didnt rape me or anything but i was NOT expecting her to ask me to take off my shirt. it was all for anathesia but geez, you'd think they could do it with a bra on.
i tried to go down to a cash money place and get an advance on my money but they absolutly wouldn't do it without a cheque so i was shit out of luck.
i can't wait for devon to get here, i fully expect her to fill my time and rid of my sadness! :p kidding, she'll be a busy girl, but i expect to see her!
i'm going home for dinner tonight in an attempt to get my mind of this whole B thing. it wont make me NOT think about him but at least i'll be with people. that's gonna be mighty tough for the next month but so crucial (seeing people) someone have a party or something. invite me places! :)
yes i will count this way until he's back, so consider yourself forwarned. waking up today asbsolutly sucked major monkey's ass. i mean i'm used to waking up without him and whatever it's just that i knew i wouldn't talk to him today or until tomorrow night in general. it's weird too having restrictions on the times i can call him. the calling card i buy is 5 bucks for 20 minutes... that's enough time to catch up and whatnot.
Oh my god, I went to the hospital today for my pre-op and the woman made me take off my shirt! she didnt rape me or anything but i was NOT expecting her to ask me to take off my shirt. it was all for anathesia but geez, you'd think they could do it with a bra on.
i tried to go down to a cash money place and get an advance on my money but they absolutly wouldn't do it without a cheque so i was shit out of luck.
i can't wait for devon to get here, i fully expect her to fill my time and rid of my sadness! :p kidding, she'll be a busy girl, but i expect to see her!
i'm going home for dinner tonight in an attempt to get my mind of this whole B thing. it wont make me NOT think about him but at least i'll be with people. that's gonna be mighty tough for the next month but so crucial (seeing people) someone have a party or something. invite me places! :)