I betcha think this is about you.
What would you do if you felt like not doing something because someone else looks down on it? Naturally the answer would be who cares what they think, do what makes you happy... but what if what they said to you actually made you think for a second that it's dumb? It's still something you like to do... but you know deep down the "mature" thing to do is not to do it. Confused yet? I am.
I bet you got all interested to read my LJ because of my title eh? :p
I've been having really bad headaches lately... I don't know why. They're like migraines too, nothing sweet. I figure it may be stress related or because I sleep too much which is also stress related I think because I work my mind so hard it just shuts down. Before you harsh on me for being a drama queen think about it... when your mind is worrying about stupid shit 24 hours a day eventually it's too much and your body just doesn't want to think at all.
Everyone is so stressed about school.... and they have every right to be. I'm not. Why is that!? *I* failed four courses last semester. *I* was told to have my CGPA up to a respectable 3.5 by the end of the semester instead of my nasty 0.4 current standing. Yeah Ouch. What happened? I slacked because it's what I do best and now I'm on the verge of failing, going out all the time, doing work ONLY when I feel like I want to. *I* think *I* should maybe grow up and be like the rest of the world... stressing to do the right thing: get papers in, assignments topped off and cramming for exams, because really am I getting myself anywhere?
Step #1 - Acknowledge that you have a problem.
Status: Completed.
Step #2 - Brainstorm solution.
Status: Completed.
Step #3 - Fix problem.
Status: Failed.
Moving on, I saw Miss Congeniality 2 tonight with Sarah. Was an alright movie, funny but not better than the first. We went to Bayshore for a bit to pass time before the movie... visited Kerr at AE and had made plans for her to come to the movie, which were foiled by a cash mix-up while she was helping close the store. I bought a new pair of shoes... what is with girls and shoes, seriously... I'm beginning to find it very satisfying to know I have a new pair of shoes to find and outfit to match with. o_0
Okay I'm running out of energy to stay up for my boyfriend to get home and call me... so... tired.
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I bet you got all interested to read my LJ because of my title eh? :p
I've been having really bad headaches lately... I don't know why. They're like migraines too, nothing sweet. I figure it may be stress related or because I sleep too much which is also stress related I think because I work my mind so hard it just shuts down. Before you harsh on me for being a drama queen think about it... when your mind is worrying about stupid shit 24 hours a day eventually it's too much and your body just doesn't want to think at all.
Everyone is so stressed about school.... and they have every right to be. I'm not. Why is that!? *I* failed four courses last semester. *I* was told to have my CGPA up to a respectable 3.5 by the end of the semester instead of my nasty 0.4 current standing. Yeah Ouch. What happened? I slacked because it's what I do best and now I'm on the verge of failing, going out all the time, doing work ONLY when I feel like I want to. *I* think *I* should maybe grow up and be like the rest of the world... stressing to do the right thing: get papers in, assignments topped off and cramming for exams, because really am I getting myself anywhere?
Step #1 - Acknowledge that you have a problem.
Status: Completed.
Step #2 - Brainstorm solution.
Status: Completed.
Step #3 - Fix problem.
Status: Failed.
Moving on, I saw Miss Congeniality 2 tonight with Sarah. Was an alright movie, funny but not better than the first. We went to Bayshore for a bit to pass time before the movie... visited Kerr at AE and had made plans for her to come to the movie, which were foiled by a cash mix-up while she was helping close the store. I bought a new pair of shoes... what is with girls and shoes, seriously... I'm beginning to find it very satisfying to know I have a new pair of shoes to find and outfit to match with. o_0
Okay I'm running out of energy to stay up for my boyfriend to get home and call me... so... tired.
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