The Beginnings of Summer

May 18, 2006 01:14

Oh Summer, what a bitter mistress she be.

How I loathe thee. It's not summer that I hate, heck I love lightin' bugs, BBQ, Indepenence day, and short shorts just as much as any other red blooded American. What I hate about summer is the lack of stimulation. We are left to our vices and given plenty of time to exploit them. Now for some, that is great! I on the other hand, need guidance. I need a schedule, I need stability. That is why I could never date someone like Summer. I'm much more of a Winter person. They are alot more adjusted to life than Fall, and not as ready to change as Spring.

Let's not get started on my summer job. I hate it more than anything. Sure, it's an easy buck, but who wants to get payed to do absolutley nothing. I'm a desk worker and the job is as it says. I get paid to sit at a desk for eight hours and monitor who comes in and out of the building. It's pure torture! This Friday I have to work from Eleven at night to Three in the morning. I am going to drop that job like a bad habit!

What else... hmmm. I really want to go back to school. I'm pretty sure I'm going to be a theatre teacher. I mean, I like theatre, and I am good at it. I just don't have the passion. I see these other kids who devote their lives to productions, but me, I could care less, but yet, I am still a lot more talented than they are. Not to brag, but, it's sometimes true. Keyword: sometimes. So, unless any of you see another career for me, that's what it is and I'm sticking to it.

Not to much else going on in my life, except for that I've gained a lot of weight! Apparently some think I've ballooned!! True that may be, if people knew what I had to go through the past six months they would understand while I had that affair with Ben and Jerry. But, it's ok. I mean, I could have turned to crack or something, but I think that weight gain is alot easier to fix than drug addiction. So I'm looking for workout partners! If anyones looking for a good time at the gym, come my way.

So yep, my summer goals include.
1. losing weight.
2. finding a better job
3. staying intellectually stimulated

Oh and For fun, and because I can't sleep, I figure I'll do this stupid livejournal thing that a lot of people are doing. Basically I'm going to say things about people on my friends list that I would be too afraid to say to them in real life cause I'm a chicken.

1. You annoy me to no end.
2. You're gay, admit it and you'll be happier.
3. I admire your sense of faith and commend you for being you.
4. You used to be cool.
6. Stay strong.
7. Even though we don't talk anymore I hope we still cool.
8. I really hope you find what you're looking for.
8. Do you remember, the twenty first day of september?
9. Please stop the drinking and the drug use
10. Damnit! Teach me to drive!
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