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[indiebrit_dj]

Don't know if it's the weather, but I'm feeling so down this week...maybe that's my crap job, I really don't know. Spend my day at work today, and now I'm back home knackered, got to write some reviews for friends, but I don't know if I will got the motivation tonite...dammit so I wrote a song, a dark one...maybe I'm too much in my 'Joy Division' phase as I loved to say it

I took a long road back home
feeling so lonely, being on my own
the sun ain't gonna shine anymore
I don't think you can do more

Chorus
Just though I was going to have fun
Instead I'm playin' with that gun
I'm feeling so horrible
It's going to be so terrible

I'm breakin' laws, I'm fighting
but you didn't seem to be caring
all I want is death
it's the only way I can pay my debt
to you I'm just another one

Chorus

but you realised the pain
you've done to me again
the lies, the cries,
and the false alibies

Chorus

I loved you with all my heart
But now for better or worse, lover
I'm going to break every part
of what we build together

Chorus (repeat and fade)

need to find the music to go with it and try to find some way to record it, I guess I will ask Nick or Pierre-Olivier, my two musician soulmates...

take care, I gotta go eat something...
Mel
xx