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ok so this week..this year has been hell for me...i seriously cannot handle any of anymore
for any of you that dont know about my schooling...ive dropped out of one of my classes...i quit one of my jobs...so now im going to be working more over at panera.....
all my sister does ...well for the few times that ive talked to her...all she does is lecture me on my smoking....i dont want any of my friends telling her ANYTHING...SERIOUSLY....i dont care what you think about whatever i do...but anything that is between me and my firends is between us...anything i want to tell my sister should come from me and me alone
as for my family...my dad blew up again last night....i could not stop crying the past couple days..just about everything...but i ended up having a really good talk with my mom and ...by the end of the night with my dad also...either way...the talks was what i needed but it was so stressfull...
i hate not talking to my sister about everything....i just dont understand why she cannot just approve of me..why cant she just be open minded about me...its just me...accept me for me and thats it...i dont think its that hard to do
so now im sittin up at the store with julie and steve...chris and jeff went to get me some gas...o which by the way im at 0 at the bank...so i have absolutely NO money....all of this sucks!
alright so now tonight is the first time im closing with anayat and shes going to lecture me about stuff...i really REALLY dont want to listen to her about it...not at all
well i will talk to you all later
for any of you that dont know about my schooling...ive dropped out of one of my classes...i quit one of my jobs...so now im going to be working more over at panera.....
all my sister does ...well for the few times that ive talked to her...all she does is lecture me on my smoking....i dont want any of my friends telling her ANYTHING...SERIOUSLY....i dont care what you think about whatever i do...but anything that is between me and my firends is between us...anything i want to tell my sister should come from me and me alone
as for my family...my dad blew up again last night....i could not stop crying the past couple days..just about everything...but i ended up having a really good talk with my mom and ...by the end of the night with my dad also...either way...the talks was what i needed but it was so stressfull...
i hate not talking to my sister about everything....i just dont understand why she cannot just approve of me..why cant she just be open minded about me...its just me...accept me for me and thats it...i dont think its that hard to do
so now im sittin up at the store with julie and steve...chris and jeff went to get me some gas...o which by the way im at 0 at the bank...so i have absolutely NO money....all of this sucks!
alright so now tonight is the first time im closing with anayat and shes going to lecture me about stuff...i really REALLY dont want to listen to her about it...not at all
well i will talk to you all later