smile like you mean it
so it's vacation yet again. time to pack my bags and head off to warm, sunny, california.....
or not.
instead it seems i will be stuck here in friggin NH all vacation while the rest of my friends go off and go to warmer places. they'll come back happy, tan, and with lots of stories to tell. and i of course will listen to them politely and wonder why do i put up with them in the first place?
in case you cant read between the lines, im not really mad. just insanely jealous. it's only two days into vacation and im already bored. true i have work to fill up some time but other then that i've got no plans. colleens going to michigan for the week, gabi's gone to maryland, megan and annie are going to florida, and sarah's most likely busy as usual. there goes all my best friends. who does that leave? oh yea, the people who are my friends in theory. people i hang out with at school but aren't really close with. this bites. and the people who arent gone wont bother making plans with me. and i have this new resolution. im done with the drama. if someone doesnt make plans with me then they must not want to hang out w/ me. and while that might hurt its better then asking them to hang out and getting shot down every time.
so if you wanna do something, let me know.
*silence*
thats what i thought. pardon the sarcasm im having a bad life.
or not.
instead it seems i will be stuck here in friggin NH all vacation while the rest of my friends go off and go to warmer places. they'll come back happy, tan, and with lots of stories to tell. and i of course will listen to them politely and wonder why do i put up with them in the first place?
in case you cant read between the lines, im not really mad. just insanely jealous. it's only two days into vacation and im already bored. true i have work to fill up some time but other then that i've got no plans. colleens going to michigan for the week, gabi's gone to maryland, megan and annie are going to florida, and sarah's most likely busy as usual. there goes all my best friends. who does that leave? oh yea, the people who are my friends in theory. people i hang out with at school but aren't really close with. this bites. and the people who arent gone wont bother making plans with me. and i have this new resolution. im done with the drama. if someone doesnt make plans with me then they must not want to hang out w/ me. and while that might hurt its better then asking them to hang out and getting shot down every time.
so if you wanna do something, let me know.
*silence*
thats what i thought. pardon the sarcasm im having a bad life.