she had been mustering the courage to live
_yesterday i drove until the sun came up, my arms stinging with kitten scratches and my eyes stinging with smoke. i bit my lip and pondered for a good thirty minutes on each subject apiece. i took the long turns home with a semi-satisfied mind and a thoroughly tired self.
_out and about, does that egg have a leg?
_so, i'd like to think i'm going about this the right way, even though i know i'm not. i'm trying to go about it like a guy, since hormone is all that's fueling me basically, but with my period hormones clashing, anytime i try to reason w/ someone else or myself, i come out sounding all vulnerable and pathetic (all girlish) about it. oh well. honestly, it's not the person i want. then again, just by trying to reason, i'm going about it the "girl" way. well, losers can't be winners. and at first you don't succeed try, try (and in my case -- try, try, try, try, try...) again.
_heard a song on the way home, it didn't impress me too much at all, but there was one line that definitely caught my attention: i just want to be around your life, and breathe your air
_to declare i will be going about some serious changes maybe a bit foretelling, or, in my usual instances, a let down later.
_i sleep to dream, oh, i've been having gorgeous dreams for the past couple months! constantly, every night! it's made sleep something to look forward to.
_as i fanned the windshield with smoke, you slowly came my mind, and i'm warning you now: i will find you.
_out and about, does that egg have a leg?
_so, i'd like to think i'm going about this the right way, even though i know i'm not. i'm trying to go about it like a guy, since hormone is all that's fueling me basically, but with my period hormones clashing, anytime i try to reason w/ someone else or myself, i come out sounding all vulnerable and pathetic (all girlish) about it. oh well. honestly, it's not the person i want. then again, just by trying to reason, i'm going about it the "girl" way. well, losers can't be winners. and at first you don't succeed try, try (and in my case -- try, try, try, try, try...) again.
_heard a song on the way home, it didn't impress me too much at all, but there was one line that definitely caught my attention: i just want to be around your life, and breathe your air
_to declare i will be going about some serious changes maybe a bit foretelling, or, in my usual instances, a let down later.
_i sleep to dream, oh, i've been having gorgeous dreams for the past couple months! constantly, every night! it's made sleep something to look forward to.
_as i fanned the windshield with smoke, you slowly came my mind, and i'm warning you now: i will find you.