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[indie_red]

alright. Its a new year. Its time to make something new. But i dont know what that is yet. I just... theres a lot i want to happen and i know i'm the only one who can make these things happen and i need to make sure i dont fall back on my old friend, Procrastination.

i want to do well in my classes, which i am fully capable of... i just... dont. But i really really want to try to

i keep saying this but i'm going to TRY to keep my room cleaner (nat will like this one)

i want to try to be more diligent. I need to try to take that extra step that i dont need but should more often

i want to stop becoming a blithering idiot at times when i really shouldn't be

i want to try to keep in touch with old friends better and make ammends

i want to try to release any grudges i didn't realize i was still holding.

i am going to put my cat on a diet

i am going to stop being so freaking lazy

i am going to start cooking more healthily for myself and stop being too lazy to make myself real food instead of just instant soup and microwave pizzas.

i am going to make something out of my life.

I am going to be honest, but not in the mean way.

i'm going to change for the better, my habits that i hate.

I will finally finsih NaNoWriMO this year.

shit. thats a lot. i better get started.

*feels more fucked now than before :P*