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To be honest
sleep is pretty much nonexistent
I just lay there staring at the top bunk listening to all the shit in my head
drifting off ocassionally happens
but not for long
fuck insomnia
fuck procrastination
fuck laziness
fuck cowardliness
I'm sick of my life revolving around them
&
I'm really fucking sick of realizing this over & over again
yet still doing nothing about it
ughhhh
fuck this rut
GET OUUUUUUUUUT
Oh,
I'm also really sick of not being able to stop looking at her during lunch..
geez..
I'm really going to be fucked when we have gym together next semester