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Lophet. I don't know why I feel like this. It really sucks. Everything feels so mixed up, confusing, dreadful. I just wish I knew what to do to avoid all this. Will this ever end? I think I'm over it but then after reading just three LJ updates...it's all shot down again. Why can't I just recognize these things and just move on. I know what caused this, I just don't know how to have it all sink into my head and act through that knowledge. Lophet. Will this ever end?!