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Just watched The Butterfly Effect.
Holy shit.
My mind cannot think any faster than it is right now.
I don't know why, but certain movies and books make my whole body speed up.
It's like a drug.
Like right now I'm typing fucking fast.
My leg won't stop bouncing.
I'm breathing faster.
And the thoughts just won't stoppp.
Wow.
That sounds really creepy.
I recently realized that I have no clue what the fuck I'm doing with my life.
I seem to be screwing up my chances.
I have no idea what I want to do today, tomorrow, the day after, fuck I can't even imagine what my life will be like in 1 year let alone till my death.
All I see is loneliness and confusion and anger and loss.
But what's new about that?
Is anyone even going to read this?
I hate talking on the phone.
Why the fuck were phones invented?
Sure they're convienent, but they suck.
That's right.
Phones suck.
Urgshhashhhhhhhugh.
This is the longest update I've done in a while.
I don't feel as addicted to LiveJournal anymore.
Maybe because no one else seems to be either?
I blame MySpace.
I'm trying to think of some clever way to end this update but I'm failing in my desperate quest for the right sentence.
I guess I'll just end it now.
Holy shit.
My mind cannot think any faster than it is right now.
I don't know why, but certain movies and books make my whole body speed up.
It's like a drug.
Like right now I'm typing fucking fast.
My leg won't stop bouncing.
I'm breathing faster.
And the thoughts just won't stoppp.
Wow.
That sounds really creepy.
I recently realized that I have no clue what the fuck I'm doing with my life.
I seem to be screwing up my chances.
I have no idea what I want to do today, tomorrow, the day after, fuck I can't even imagine what my life will be like in 1 year let alone till my death.
All I see is loneliness and confusion and anger and loss.
But what's new about that?
Is anyone even going to read this?
I hate talking on the phone.
Why the fuck were phones invented?
Sure they're convienent, but they suck.
That's right.
Phones suck.
Urgshhashhhhhhhugh.
This is the longest update I've done in a while.
I don't feel as addicted to LiveJournal anymore.
Maybe because no one else seems to be either?
I blame MySpace.
I'm trying to think of some clever way to end this update but I'm failing in my desperate quest for the right sentence.
I guess I'll just end it now.