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[indie_muffins]

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My ex-boyfriend & I broke up in 2004 & he soon started dating another girl. For almost a year he'd come over any time I called him & we'd usually hook up. He would tell me, "It's not cheating if *I* don't do anything," but believe me, he did things. We even engaged in a steamy conversation as recently as last year. When his girlfriend found, out he lied & convinced her it never happened & I was making up stories. I lost all my friends (because all our friends were mutual & sided with him). Back & forth we went between our Livejournals; she--being a faithful Christian--telling me I'm not an evil person, but I'm making bad decisions & I'm trying to break up their relationships & eventually posting "even if he DID cheat, he is forgiven." And me posting about not caring about other people & how it takes 2 to tango.

He was in a band & told me I "wasn't allowed at shows" because she didn't want me there. It's been 4 years & I'm over it now, as I'm sure they are, but I think I still intimidate her. I have since deleted all entries earlier than 2007 (now looking back, MAYBE a mistake) & my memories of him are slowly starting to fade.

Before I was jealous that she had him, but now I'm jealous that they've been in a relationship twice as long as any of mine have every been.

Except, I suck & I lurk his Myspace at least once a week >_