Thanks mom
Mom let me stay home today. I finally caught up on all that sleep thats been holding me down. Today is one of those relax days..where, you've got shit to do, and you slowly take it one thing at a time. It's also one of those day's where, ALL you want to do is cuddel. But i cant do that =(
So, i realized, im really tired of playing dress up. Im sick of coming up with eyeshadow ideas and hurting my eyes with eyeliner. Granted, i like the way it looks and its fun, vanity isnt even important to me, and i am not impressing anyone doing it. Im sure ill still do it, since it has turned into a habitual thing, i just...i dunno, things get old.
Drugs-
It's been brought to my attention that some people i know think that drugs will fix things, or "temperarily make them better"...To those people, (or to anyone else) Drugs will not fix ANYTHING. When youre on drugs, you are not living your life, the life that you have worked however many years to pull together to what it is today...the drugs are. Why would you want to give that time away when it isnt that much time anyway? I know some of you will say "well, id rather the drugs be living it than me". No, no you wouldnt. I dont care how convinced you are. When you are intoxciated, you might be funnier, you may be more relaxed, you may THINK you are happy if you were depressed, your problem might "go away"..but whats the use of being funny if you dont remeber what you did or said, whats the use of being relaxed if the next morning you feel like shit, whats the point of false happiness if soberly you are even more depressed than you were to begin with..and what is the drug going to solve that you cant?
Im all about "do your thing"...but you just need to know, that drugs are not going to fix anything it doesnt matter what it is..weed,coke,ex,acid,bars,shrooms,angel trumpets,heroin, whatever else you can come up with, it doesnt matter what goes in the blank, its true for all.
What about anti-depressants?
Some people need them, sure. But when they dont take them..what happens? Im sure you've seen the effects, is that really something positive?
Sorry, i've just been thinking about it for a while.
So, i realized, im really tired of playing dress up. Im sick of coming up with eyeshadow ideas and hurting my eyes with eyeliner. Granted, i like the way it looks and its fun, vanity isnt even important to me, and i am not impressing anyone doing it. Im sure ill still do it, since it has turned into a habitual thing, i just...i dunno, things get old.
Drugs-
It's been brought to my attention that some people i know think that drugs will fix things, or "temperarily make them better"...To those people, (or to anyone else) Drugs will not fix ANYTHING. When youre on drugs, you are not living your life, the life that you have worked however many years to pull together to what it is today...the drugs are. Why would you want to give that time away when it isnt that much time anyway? I know some of you will say "well, id rather the drugs be living it than me". No, no you wouldnt. I dont care how convinced you are. When you are intoxciated, you might be funnier, you may be more relaxed, you may THINK you are happy if you were depressed, your problem might "go away"..but whats the use of being funny if you dont remeber what you did or said, whats the use of being relaxed if the next morning you feel like shit, whats the point of false happiness if soberly you are even more depressed than you were to begin with..and what is the drug going to solve that you cant?
Im all about "do your thing"...but you just need to know, that drugs are not going to fix anything it doesnt matter what it is..weed,coke,ex,acid,bars,shrooms,angel trumpets,heroin, whatever else you can come up with, it doesnt matter what goes in the blank, its true for all.
What about anti-depressants?
Some people need them, sure. But when they dont take them..what happens? Im sure you've seen the effects, is that really something positive?
Sorry, i've just been thinking about it for a while.