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i never realized how awesomely cool my daddy was. hes making all these led zepplin, robert plant, jefferson airplane, joni mitchell mix cds. and then he plays them real loud all through the house. its odd how much my dads mood has changed since hes been diagnosed and treated. its like hes 2o something again. it makes me happy to see him feeling so happy finally. he definitly deserves it more than anybody i know.
im going to the beach today. and im going alone. i doubt anybody wants to go...thats why i never bother asking. but i hardly ever get a day off....and its beautiful today. so yeah. im sick of not going to the beach bc nobody else likes to go. i like to go. so im going alone. which doesnt help my mood at all. but what can you do. sometimes people just have other priorities. but im sick of never getting to do the things i want to do with my day off. so yeah. im fucking going to the beach. and im gonna (try to) have fun. eh.
i dont even know why i bother anymore.
im going to the beach today. and im going alone. i doubt anybody wants to go...thats why i never bother asking. but i hardly ever get a day off....and its beautiful today. so yeah. im sick of not going to the beach bc nobody else likes to go. i like to go. so im going alone. which doesnt help my mood at all. but what can you do. sometimes people just have other priorities. but im sick of never getting to do the things i want to do with my day off. so yeah. im fucking going to the beach. and im gonna (try to) have fun. eh.
i dont even know why i bother anymore.