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So it's two days before i leave to go home for Thanksgiving break.
i am going to Sacramento until the day after Thanksgiving, then i'll go home till sunday.
friday will be a hard day, it's the one year anniversary of losing Richie.
very sad.
but i am also having problems with something else.
I am trying to decide whether or not i am going to transfer to UNR from Pepperdine.
i have been so unbelievable depressed here, and I feel like moving into an apartment with Katie and just being around people who know me truly will help.
but idk.
yesterday i was sure i was going home and today i am sure im staying here.
i just cant decide. maybe all i need is the three week winter break to jumpstart me back into normality.
it would just be so hard to give up a quality education and the chance to live in italy and travel the world next year, just to go back to reno and the things i was trying to escape.
but the problem is, i am paying 50,000 dollars a year to be unhappy...
ahhhhhh...
we'll see i guess.
i am going to Sacramento until the day after Thanksgiving, then i'll go home till sunday.
friday will be a hard day, it's the one year anniversary of losing Richie.
very sad.
but i am also having problems with something else.
I am trying to decide whether or not i am going to transfer to UNR from Pepperdine.
i have been so unbelievable depressed here, and I feel like moving into an apartment with Katie and just being around people who know me truly will help.
but idk.
yesterday i was sure i was going home and today i am sure im staying here.
i just cant decide. maybe all i need is the three week winter break to jumpstart me back into normality.
it would just be so hard to give up a quality education and the chance to live in italy and travel the world next year, just to go back to reno and the things i was trying to escape.
but the problem is, i am paying 50,000 dollars a year to be unhappy...
ahhhhhh...
we'll see i guess.