am i mentally ill?

[indianschoolrd]

i really love you.
my heart is broken...
but at the same time i am happy...
knowing that you think you made the right choice.
and that you think you'll be happier with having made that choice in the long run.

i want you to smile as much as you can...
you have too much going for you to be upset over not having me around...
a job, a place, a family, friends...

all i can do is continue to write music untill something more euphoric comes my way...
something that can replace what i had with you.

"you know i cherish you my love..."