Sep 29, 2008 01:05
I feel like sometimes I enjoy actually looking forward to things as much as I enjoy the thing itself...kinda like when you're waiting in line for a roller coaster, you are both thrilled and scared, sometimes even more than being on the ride itself! I think I'm saying this cause lately I've been daydreaming about my future a lot, as in the rest of my life. It's definitely not on my list of priorities right now but I think I look forward to being a mom and a wife more than anything down the line. I think I'm thinking about it more now cause there are people around me who are my age and/or younger and are doing one or both. My peers are becoming parents and getting married and I finally feel like they're not too young...which consequently means I'm not too young. It's kinda weird but it's a nice realization. I know I tend to be an idealist sometimes but I can't help it, I just want the world to treat me as I've treated it, and I'm aware that the good life is easier envisioned than accomplished but a little dreaming doesn't hurt...