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Oh yeah, and I re-signed my lease for another year. *sigh* I really had no choice. I couldn't afford to move out and I couldn't afford to pay these greedy bloodsuckers an extra $300 a month, just so I could live here without a lease. Ack. I feel like I am stuck in a giant bubble surrounding Colorado and no matter how much I kick and scream, and tear at the bubble, I can't get out. LOL Nice imagery, huh? But it's the only way to describe the hopelessness I sometimes feel when I think of having to stay in Colorado. I just want to leave. But there is always something holding me back. But damn it, as soon as this lease is up, I don't care what I have to do. If I have to, I will hitchhike my way out of Colorado and just leave my stuff here. I absolutely refuse to bow to the helpless feelings and resign myself to living here forever. *kicks Colorado bubble in frustration* Ugh. And on that note...