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[indianeyes]

I guess I'm the bad guy. I can't find the words to express my frustration, sorrow, hurt, and anger anymore. My husband. Yeah, I have no words. I sit here, in tears. I feel so hopeless and helpless. I need out of this marriage. I love him but it's too hard. My life will never go anywhere, be anything, do anything with him in it. We will just sit

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[soakingup]

Mom will understand if you want to move in with her for a while. There's so much space in her house. Now is a time when you need to rely on your family. We have a guest room too if you need to get away for a weekend. This is allllll not fair to you. You already know how I feel about Mike. I can't even look at him when we're in the same room. I just can't. I support your decision no matter what, but you seem to be on the fence, and I want to let you know that I will help lift you up if you decide to leave Mike. If you decide to stay for sure then I will put away my negative thoughts about him and support you then, too.

But Jennifer...if you are going to get out, now is the time to do it. You seem to be at such a good place PERSONALLY - swimming, working, focusing on yourself, getting stronger. You're still so young and beautiful it'd be so easy for you to move on and, if you wanted, be in a new relationship after you heal. Look how happy mom is with Mo. Obviously, I love Dad, but she moved on, even when it was really hard on her (and Lord knows I didn't help the situation) and she is happier than I've ever seen her. You have so much to offer somebody - or yourself! Now is the time to focus on you. At least go stay with mom for a week or two. Be with our wonderful mother and gain inspiration from her. Take time to separate yourself from the situation and think about what you want out of life and how you can go about getting it. You're my older sister, my inspiration, and I just want you to be happy and fulfilled. I love you!