realization

Oct 26, 2006 14:39

I woke up this morning, got undressed and looked in the mirror. To my shock I have a belly. I don't know if it was there yesterday or not, but this morning it was apparent. And it is adorable! I love it! I thought I would have issues about getting bigger than I already am. But this morning not at all. It is absolutely amazing!

Last night David took me to dinner to my first Japanese restaurant. I loved it. And bought me flowers :) He is so sweet to me. Last night was the first night I had gone home since Friday, and it was... sad. I don't know how to describe it. But sad seems to fit the description in a very vague way, so I'll go ahead and use it. While we were at dinner, and the night before, I felt the baby move. Before I have felt "something" but in the last two days I knew for sure that something was the baby. It could not be warranted for anything else. I got really excited and had David feel my tummy, but he couldn't feel anything. It's so sporadic and fast. I wish he could feel it though.

Last night we had a conversation.... starting off with Rebecca (not my sister) and how they fought all of the time. It was a intro to, "So far there hasn't even anything for us to fight about." And after thinking about that statement last night and this morning, I am ready to agree. There hasn't been anything that has had any kind of fighting appeal. There's nothing that bothers me enough to start a fight. There's not even anything that I could pick a totally outrageous fight about. And I can't help but wonder is this good?

I have decided that it is. Because there are things we disagree about. However, we present and disagree in a respectful manner therefore eliminating the need for argument.

So this blog ended up starting as an update on the pregnancy and has ended up being more about David, so i will close for now.
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